Wednesday, March 09, 2005
*cries in despair*
why, WHY do i ALWAYS attract the
wrong people!!!
am i giving out wrong signals to everyone? im dont have any figure looks brains and so no one should be attracted to me
please leave me alone!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
BUT. at least im not as bad as jaymie. as in : i attract people i dont like. jaymie? oh, she attracts people she dont like either, but they are guys AND gurls.
heh. heh. its so damn funny. if you mention that "hey jaymie, you know what? nicole loves you" you have to notice the change of expression in her face. its so.darn.hilarious.
last year, when that sentence was so very true (even though it might still be now), bringing up that matter would send her cowering for cover (behind me -___-"). but its weird you know, especially when jaymie IS NOT a lesbian. neither am i. we may act like lesbians but i can assure you, we re both very, very, very straight people. very. this is backed by our lives.
again, we re both straight gurls who are only attracted to the opposite sex (guys), thank you.
maybe its her actions. you see, in class we sit together with another gurl. she s a self acclaimed bisexual whom i call mother. lucky me, she likes jaymie (in a way or another). it sounds silly, but its true. lol.
jaymie would be like *glares hard* "no lor more likely she likes you" followed by a whole composition defending herself
sometimes its fun, on days where both of them are so disgusting in class i would drop a gentle hint to her after school. it would go like this "i seriously think that ___ likes you. seriously. im not lying". and it would make jaymie wanna die. but its true lor.... lor! have to make her stop giving out those lesbian vibes.
heh. suddenly i dont feel like my situations bad anymore. but i would have to lie my way till he finds another gurl to bother.... which i hope is tomorrow. or later.
i should slap myself. i need to revise my actions and behavior. like how much jaymie should, tooo (xD)
and its okay to hug, kiss and hold someone s hand! they are only harmless forms of greetings.
xoxo
joce-lyn
6:12 PM
